when i'm afraid....

today... i just feel empty with all of things that mix in my life... i feel afraid about it... actually my final... there is no progress this day, when i try work on it, some interuption come mix in my head... it's a public place so i can't tell it here... i try to having some conversation with my friend but nothing happen... still cant work well...
so i try to have conversation with my FATHER... but it still the same... afraid, and i'm not sure about my self... i feel i'll ruin everything in my life and people around me... but at list i found something that will change my life... that is "when i'm afraid i put my trust in YOU"... and it claming me down... even just a word, at list it gave me some inspiration, and makes me feel sleepy now, and hope i can sleep well this night...
just say the word in your heart hope it works for you too...



GOD bless you all...

is it impossible???

ooo... God... it's morning again... thanks for today... and it's a bit cold in malang...
i just can't sleep well last night coz... every night i dream about my final... ooo... GOD it seems will make me crazy...
maybe that was my foult from the begining, coz it's a wrong motivation... i'm so sory, now just want to change that motivation into a right motivation, that i'm doing all of this things for YOU... even i doubt it could be done or not... this feeling is so annoying, it break down my spirit...
when my mother called a few days ago and said: "mo klar jo itu???..."... and i answer: "berdoa jo...".
yeah... it's one and a half month remain... and still not get the turbo on... owww... i know it's my bad... but i know i have a big GOD... even it seems like impossible for me but not for GOD...
what ever it'll take... i'll do my best for YOU... hope what i have now is a faith... coz if i get it done this semester it's because of YOU...
without YOU i'm nothing...

Nothing is impossible... i thrust YOU... and i know U don't let me to walk alone, right??... hold my hand and don't ever let me go again...

designing before coding...

now i'm starting to design the system... and i know taht designing was more complicated than coding...

i'm starting with UML(unified modeling language)... i don't know why.. but i use it for designing it... anybody that know the reason using UML for modeling the system please tell me... hope i'll figured it out later... before may...

and maybe after this i'll use ERD... coz it use for designing the tables... is it true please tell me... coz maybe i got some wrong deccission for designing the system... i'm going to talk about it to my professor, hope he could give me an answer...

sorry my english is poor...

selamat natal

its christmas... merry christmas... hhohohohohhh...


times and years will always fly, but God's love and blessing will never end...
christmas is celebration of God's love

Ups... I wash my flashdisk...

So... This is the second article with english... And dont be angry if you find some mistakes okay, just laugh... Hihihh...

i want to share about one of my foolish think i ever done... Hihihhh... Its about my stuff, did you know about flashdisk???... Of course you know right???...
Its some stuff that can keep your data save, its very important for me... It was probably 3 years i have been using it...

Okay... This is my story... previous day... Maybe a day or two... I need to wash all my cloth, coz it is too many dirty things in my room... So i put everything in the something that like basket but it can keep water inside, i don't know what it is called... Hihihh... In Manado it called 'ember'... Hahhah...
Oke so i put the detergent and the water mixed with my cloth and my trousers there... And i leave it for about 30 minutes, just like what is said in detergent pack... And after 30 minutes i'm starting to wash with some odd things in my mind, i try to figure it out... And than... I try to check my trousers pocket... And... Oh... My GOD... I forget it... My flashdisk is there... Ups...
Dont be panic... Dont be panic... I try to cooling down myself...
i try to get it dry with hang it with my cloth under the sun and after an hour or more i get it down and put it into my stock of rice... And i leave it in about 1 day... Hoping that it will be fine... After that i try to connect it with my computer... End... tada... it works normaly... Hhahahh...

If you have the same problem with me never connect your flashdisk into computer before it absolutly dry... leave it for a day in the rice... Cos i ever heard that rice can absorb the water...

And things that i can learn from this experience is... if we done some foolish thing, dont be panic... Just enjoying it... Hahahhh... And hoping that everything is gonna be alright, just wait a little while... Hihihhh...

GOD bless you all...

sound dari jack pada ubuntu 10.04 (spiker external)

Oke... setelah kurang lebih 3 bln mnggunakan ubuntu, akhirnya masalah saya tentang sound yang keluar dari jack laptop dapat trpecahkan... Hehehehh... Gimana caranya... Coba cari file alsa-intel-hda-optiplex di google trus download deh filenya tuh, filenya berbentuk instalernya ubuntu ('.deb') jadi bisa di jlnkan langsung tnpa pake terminal... Klo uda di download d dobleklik aja filenya trus install, hbis instal slesai coba d restar komputernya... Dan kmudian coba pasang lagu... Dan hasilnya tada... smua berjalan lancar, skrg spiker laptop dan spiker eksternal lewat jack laptop berjalan lancar...

percobaan ini dilakukan make ubuntu 10.04 ktanya sih klo yg 10.10 itu uda gk jd msalah... Dengan laptop asus k42je, player rhythmbox, dan spiker eksternal merek i-tech, aku blm nyoba buat headset, krna headset nokiaku hilang... Hiks2...

Untuk sound dr spikernya laptop langsung aku ud lupa cara installnya tp kykx dulu itu nginstal alsa ama pulseaudio klo gk salah... Hehehh...

mungkin anda menemukan banyak artikel yg serupa dengan solusi pd artikel ini, berarti sumber dr artikel ini dari sana, aku ud lupa soalnya liat dr mana sumber aslinya... Hihihihhh...

Smoga bermanfaat... GOD bless u all...

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